back to post.....today just have my PM test...and i can say din manage to finish and i dunno how to answer them think will flunk this paper...very sad very dull....nearly break down again.....

once again thinking of him....dunno why after the incident abt my brithday.....
seems like is very gan ga bu zhi zai now and then once in a while facing him....
i dunno how should i react....how should my feelings goes......
he seems like taking the first steps....bt i just dun dare to.....
being hurt badly once and before.......i dun wish to get another hurting as friend....
do i still really miss/love him ...... really cant answer that question....
in the past i may be still can be firm with my feelings....bt now i really confused....
dunno what the weird feelings is like in me now....
every now and then when i think of him....my heart hurts ache which make me cry....
how can i really let go of him?????

after the briefing for In house project, took cab to jurong point....
surpose to have mood in window shopping de....meet and saw his gv friend...
walk pass gv....his image flash in my mind once again....
sort of feeling funny after exam kena knock by him...
he keep saying sry...while me just smile and walk away...
haiz.....i really dunno what am i doing now....
many unhappy things all happens at once....
i cant cope with these and the stress coming up....
sob sob crying once again >.<