today half way sch
mood turn bad
was dam piss off and fan
with wat? my supervisor
feel like chu qi on him...

MIA for 1/2 hours
xin qing really not good
feel like crying
tired to tears
and i realise that
i could hardly cry now
which somehow i din really like
somehow still like that one which could cry anytime

being strong, isnt that good
somehow >.<
the feeling is even nan shou
stuck in there....
haiz
is this really the best choice?

Sometimes When We Touched by Olivia Ong

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch♥
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch♥
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch♥
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

nice love song, dam meaningful

din really knw what to blog or do right now
is like stuck in a very deep mazle
find hard to look for chu lu
the moment right now was
can burst out crying anytime
bt i am controlling
though one of my friend say in kidding manner
after see me, my face my problem
dun burst out here
if i wan burst also wont burst here
so many people see

dunno ba, everyone is bad mood
with their own fan nao
really hate this IHP,
the situation now is like
asking someone to jump into a ocean
where he or she does not knw how to swim
4 more weeks , to our dead lines "shi qi"

ok here to blog why
cos i am feeling the heavy impact right now
there is nothing that i can do,
when i cant get thing understand
or should say clear my doubts
everyone of us is under lot and lot of stress
can tell from our face expression
ku gua lian >.<

wth am i doing??? in this IHP
driving me crazy arhhhh...

ytd went to have a break for my own
went bugis alone to shop and walk
in the end before shopping
my own legs auto walk to temple and pray
can tell how bu an i am this sem...
bought a top...then went to meet candy and jun
went town and shop

guess much i spend ytd within a day
$60+ let me remind of that say
how bad was my mood
spent up till $80+
shocking right,
anyway yea that the same mood
that i have ytd, spend without 2nd thought

just feel so sick and tired,
so wu zhu with what i am doing now

2nd post of the day
bt this post is bare with
gastric pain to post the
haiz
dam it
this gastric is getting more
and more worst this 3 day
i was like suffering like hell
dam pain, cant even concentrate
do my work
why is this torturing me....ahhhh
miss those memories when i having gastric
someone that i love beside me....
feeling dull,
baring the pain in me myself
sob sob >.<

was reading my friends blog
then guess what now then
i knw that my precious form teacher
is pregnant...gong xi gong xi haha
so happy for her :P
she look a bit qiao cui
rmb take care :P

ytd went dinner with zixin and candy
actually want to go IMM
then change to clementi
enjoy our dinner :P

k dunno why
no reason
心里突然间有种无法形容的害怕, 觉得很无助。
hard to understand what i am fearing abt.

back to blog
haiz
dunno why my stomach(wei)
have been very naughty
bu ting hua
keep given me trouble
make me suffer the pain

is like been 1 weeks + liao
today is the worst
pain the whole day
on off
although i act nothing
bt actually is really painful
end up took a gastric pill
dam xin ku

wo hen xiang zhuo hui wo zhi ji
zhao hui wo de yong qi
zhao hui wo dui ai qing de xing xin
you shi xin li zhen de hen wu che, kong xu
dan xiang zai de wo, hai shi zhuo bu dao
ye bu zhi dao, wo ji shi cai neng fang xia....