Having PM lesson dam stupid my pain come back again....disappear long time liao also have been avoiding running.....bt then still come back....stuipid needle poking pain when i am breathing .....wat the dots......sading mood....suddenly feel that my life is nothing important at all....haiz .....Dunno why many past memories have been flowing back to my mind....painful memories???......din slp well this few nights.....have been tearing......have i really put down and gone through everything????.......seriously i dun miss or love him anymore.....or may be just the memories that have been torturing me.......like wat she say everyway i go sure gt the memories flash back........what am i going to do.....arhhhhh
somtimes i look at him now and compare to the past.....totally different person......i dunno how to describe.....bt that is him.......the feeling i have is shock and dun understand why.......anyway i have decided not to think abt that question. that its....