Back to me -- nt the past me bt a STRONGER me

hi hi is me back to blog ....just finish exam and i have changed my blogskins too....so stress during the exam and the papers are dam hard.. dun have the confidence to pass or score well....haiz....i wan my GPA to increase not drop....arhhhh.

my live is back to alone once again....for those who dun knw... ya i am him already break up for around 2 weeks liao....just be back as friend....of cos is not that easy....bt wat to do...everyday gt to see each other during schooling...also no choice....may be to those who have read my blog will be shocking to u all ba...may be only..i dunno....

time is not easy for me ba.....when alone will think of the past memories no matter is good or bad...how strong can i be? sometimes i do wonder myself.......without u can i still survive??sometimes i choose to tao bi, not to listen, not to read, not to think....of cos for those who have been close with me knw wat i am talking abt.....just cant accept the fact , just cant pretend that nothing happen……..and forgive.....especially the recent inccident which makes me feel to lost and stunned...when u dare to tell me that sentence......once is yr gf, now is yr friend, is that all u can think of me....is really hurts my pure heart.....everytime recalling sure effect my mood.....

Thanks to the girls have been with me when i am feeling very down....which i always keep it to myself haha..... nice shopping with u all....and ya found a 3 weeks job during the holiday....haha...4 of us taking up this job so gd if we can work together...wahahah....dunno when i start work only...hmmm.......kelly wish u happy brithday first cos i dunno can join u for tuesday celebration haha....just gt to work and go out often to make me stop thinking.....