haha how cute am i when i was young, so zhi yu zhi zai, no worries, everyday got pampered, slp and eat, that why so chubby nice to pinch and squeeze..haha.....so huo po...how i wish to remain at that stage, with lots of love given by them....no worries .....dun try to steal my pics wor>.<

bad news week 9 is our exam and i have not been studying....very distracting and no mood to study how sia...this time round result sure very jia lat sure drop below GPA 3 liao..what had happen to me arrHHHH.....exam time table is out le...gt to prepare now liao..haiz....

tmr going to jurong east library to study with my classmates.....gt to start memorising OOAD2 le so many to start on...kelly,joanna and candy are u all joining me and jasmine tmr????

few days ago my colleague gave me her blog link...seems like she is not happy with her working environment there....hmmm i dun seems to knw what have been happening cos long time nvr go back liao.....miss them lots lots...:P

u gt to jia you le.....i cant help bt ...hope u can get yr degree in ACC as soon as possible ba..in order for u to consider taking the new next step

昨晚，心情很不好，躺在床上，想起以前和他的回忆，我又不知不觉地落泪。想到她的话，我一直在想，会想起他，难道或许我还爱着他吗？这种感觉很久都没有回来了。昨晚没睡好，今天好不舒服。满脑子的回忆，到底我几时才能忘了它。emotional girl...

ha dunno why xin qing bu zhen yang today....like meng meng de hard to breathe....just bu not happy....wat wrong with me???.....just wan to be myself back...>.<

Today nvr stay back to study.....end up went jurong point with candy and jon to eat then buy my WATSON plaster.....while waiting for his reply msg....took come photos in class with candy...ops there are more to come some in the hand phone.....gt to steal from her liao..haha.....then on the way in the bus , jon told something that is scary......and guess wat when on the way home i so hai pa....keep looking here and there walk faster....then keep nian jin until i reach home...>.<

haiz stupid Attachment sad case din manage to go in at round 1.... just receive a email that i gt to go into round 2 selection again....haiz sob sob .....i dun want to get in house project.......arhhhh....really gt to pray hard to get into wat i wan...sob sob

seem like my emo days is back again....recall the past memories....sometimes i am amazed of myself that i can go through this which i din expect myself to be.....life are to fragile....tense to break easily....so does in our past relationship....u can act like nothing happen so do i just that i wear a mask which is not who i use to be.....sometimes i really wonder how long to i take to forget abt the past memories....even now everywhere i go are all the memories that i and u have been before....even on how we get attach together....thing which happen to us both on that day....how could i ever forget....

everyday looking at u, sure think of it, u as compare to the past u, i really dunno wat to say....all i knw was u are not the one i knw in the past anymore....

went to jurong eat library to study..actually surpose to study OOAD2 in the end study my IS modules becos this friday gt test, spoil my plan..haiz.....nvm loh at least manage to study all except 1 chapter haven.....hope at least i can pass my test..sob sob....
other than 3 of us,candy,kelly and me, jon came to join us....so funny we at library laugh until like crazy....then at first plan to go grandparents house for dinner cos long time nvr go liao...then end up join them for dinner......finally i knw the way to walk to the swimming pool...haha....having fun with them....:P

Just came back from swimming....ha so lucky to meet last coach which taught me swimming during primary school....bt sun think he will recognise me either.....stressful time is coming to lok for me.....next friday having IS intercultural test, which is driving me crazy.....i dunno wat to study arhhhh......DWA project due in week 8 die, arhhhh......and lastly exams is coming week 9 ....omg.....stress....

sometimes i do wonder wat does promise means to guys? tired of believing in promises....sob

Dunno why suddenly think of him....xian nian ta?....not jk....although is stupid...bt then zai ren zui chui ruo de shi hou wang wang dou hui xin luan,gan jue hen ji mo...you huo xu shi huai nian ba....wo ye bu dong...zui jing zai wo de sheng huo li fa sheng le hen duo shi.....bu fa guo de hen kuai.....er qie you sheng bing liao..zhe ji tian dou dai zhe lang sui jiao.....dou shu de hen xiang.....zhen de neng ma?

so pek chek....today seem like everything isn't going well....so many thing have been happening.....so stress with my IS thing haven even done my counters ...omg...la....stupid night cough is haunting me again...i hate and afraid most....

finally manage to upload this "lucky star" ..have been very long liao....anyway back to today....still sick feel so cold....having fever....stupid cough and flu.....making me sore throat....sian......today stay back to study...asking for help...so stress...exam coming....arhhhhhh..rescue me......

monday blues...haiz....this morning wake up every where heavy rain....so cold....have been not feeling well the past few day having sore throat, flu, cough....now with the rain even worst......add one more fever...feeling so cold and lonely......a bit drentch in the rain .....better fall sick fast....rather than half here half there which very xin ku and go no where....sort of thinking being friend is so hard ???

有时候，我真的在想，心地善良单纯，到底是好还是坏？

真的觉得自己很蠢很傻！！！

was having fun during swimming .... wake up early morning gt flu...so sian ...long time no family outing liao.......then went for dinner....guess wat the meal cost abt $110 ......change my blog song again.....have been looking for the chinese version bt then cant find it....so put the jap de up first ba........took the website from candy.....was very boring....so play with the photos .......

later going for swimming.....hmm...so long nvr go swim liao.....anyway a bit not use to it the new swimmning suit.....after that going to 日本厨 KURIYA to have dinner to celebrate mummy belated birthday.....she wanted go out eat bt then becos of brother having O level cant do that....went there eat once and that one is i treat them eat de....haha....bt then quite expensive that time spend almost $100 ...dunno this time will be how much liao.... mood wasn't good ytd whole day playing games.....now also ba.....haiz....also gt to knw that my new target phone C905 is so expensive $890....wahhhhh.....got to wait for it to drop hope can drop faster.....sob sob.....

today change blog song again...some of the lyric was really true telling abt the past i and jk.....went sch early morning to do IS project....end up din do much....btw can anyone tell me where can get counters or how to make counters .......so qiao meet tk.....he also doing IS andDWA.....after completing my IS homework.......then have lunch with tk then went back home. saddy mood

my new target phone haha

有时候真的不明白，为什么一个人选这要变，就可以马上一百八十度的转变。没必要躲避我，我会感到很难受，而且我已经下定决心，选择我做的决定，所以没必要这样做。

救命啊，我的心真的很辛苦啊，再这样下去，我真的支撑不住了。不懂什么时候会倒。真的好想躲到远远的地方，让我透透气。觉得自己在感情方面很失败，很痛苦，第一次初恋就这种结局，真叫人心痛。看到你们就会想起他们俩，走到哪里都会有他的回忆。每天代着面具对着他，真难受。不知什么时候才能停止这一切。累。。。累。。。累

2nd post of the day....xin qing bu hao..was looking at some pic found something that is similar that i have been wished to design and custom make my own pendant.....of course which is very exp.....gt to start to safe up liao......letting go of someone is hard......missing someone is even tough.....Forever is meaningless word even though you're here with me Here by my side, here in my heart....may be this is true for my past experience on realtionship????.......

Having PM lesson dam stupid my pain come back again....disappear long time liao also have been avoiding running.....bt then still come back....stuipid needle poking pain when i am breathing .....wat the dots......sading mood....suddenly feel that my life is nothing important at all....haiz .....Dunno why many past memories have been flowing back to my mind....painful memories???......din slp well this few nights.....have been tearing......have i really put down and gone through everything????.......seriously i dun miss or love him anymore.....or may be just the memories that have been torturing me.......like wat she say everyway i go sure gt the memories flash back........what am i going to do.....arhhhhh
somtimes i look at him now and compare to the past.....totally different person......i dunno how to describe.....bt that is him.......the feeling i have is shock and dun understand why.......anyway i have decided not to think abt that question. that its....

心好闷心好烦好累.
haiz so many assignment ...so stress with school....dunno how to cope with that when time is not enought for me to use....omg omg!!!....so many things have been recalling.....seriously why have i choosen this as my IS haiz.....just change my blog song......is so true it have been just a dream ......
anyway....back to my cosmetic.....should i buy that moisturizer...$19....haiz dunno good or not although is from japan de...scare not good sia ...gt sight effect....then waste my money..haiz....oh ya....need to have SPF de....ahhhh.....