new life started

ytd evening went tiong bahru to meet the girls to celebrate kelly's birthday...haha although with them only a few hours bt very happy.....joanna and i share the present bought a wu gui soft toy with speaker...hahah very cute use for USB port for computer.....then went to time zone at great world to play....kelly so lucky manage to catch a winnie the pooh...hahaha very cute.......then nothing to shop liao...end up rest at ,MacDonald to rest and chat very fun.....joanna fold a paper hat for the pooh...very cute...

then later dinner din join them...meet my sec friend which i treat him as gan kor kor which he dunno loh......chat and have diner with him very qing song..thanks for him....keep am wei wo ....he knws we 2 break up liao...hmmm..went to eat sushi buffet....$39+ so exp...end up return him part of it the rest he treat me...so pai sei everytime go outing he sure treat us...haha

cos late liao then he send me home....have a great time chatting on the way home.....really thanks for u.....feel much more qing song then usual...haha...:P

Back to me -- nt the past me bt a STRONGER me

hi hi is me back to blog ....just finish exam and i have changed my blogskins too....so stress during the exam and the papers are dam hard.. dun have the confidence to pass or score well....haiz....i wan my GPA to increase not drop....arhhhh.

my live is back to alone once again....for those who dun knw... ya i am him already break up for around 2 weeks liao....just be back as friend....of cos is not that easy....bt wat to do...everyday gt to see each other during schooling...also no choice....may be to those who have read my blog will be shocking to u all ba...may be only..i dunno....

time is not easy for me ba.....when alone will think of the past memories no matter is good or bad...how strong can i be? sometimes i do wonder myself.......without u can i still survive??sometimes i choose to tao bi, not to listen, not to read, not to think....of cos for those who have been close with me knw wat i am talking abt.....just cant accept the fact , just cant pretend that nothing happen……..and forgive.....especially the recent inccident which makes me feel to lost and stunned...when u dare to tell me that sentence......once is yr gf, now is yr friend, is that all u can think of me....is really hurts my pure heart.....everytime recalling sure effect my mood.....

Thanks to the girls have been with me when i am feeling very down....which i always keep it to myself haha..... nice shopping with u all....and ya found a 3 weeks job during the holiday....haha...4 of us taking up this job so gd if we can work together...wahahah....dunno when i start work only...hmmm.......kelly wish u happy brithday first cos i dunno can join u for tuesday celebration haha....just gt to work and go out often to make me stop thinking.....