my off days have change to mon and tues
going to work for them for 2 more weeks
then sch reopen
from tmr onwards i will be shifted to
clementi west street 2
will be a new environment for me to work there
and guess what tmr is the only day which i gt to
work for 5 hours 9 to 2 dam it sian
for the rest of the days will be 10 to 2
haiz
guess that my hrealth is getting weaker and weaker
as days goes >.<
today morning wake up same thing happen again
almost fainted in my own house
further more with the addtional of the first day human monthly torture
2 things happen together really very nan shou
end up lay on the sofa and fall aslp for abt an hour
before mum wake me up to go for lunch
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somethings which really make me wonder
seems like my head today is dam free
sms her she will reply, and she still ask why yr voice to soft?
ha told her i sick liao, then she say huh, ok ma?
dun later tmr work and faint there....chio touch wood >.<
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btw hope tmr everythings goes very smoothly
sales and people are good over there...lalala

Broken Strings Lyrics

James Morrison featuring Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings Lyrics

Let me hold you

For the last time

It’s the last chance to feel again

But you broke me

Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you

It’s so untrue

I can’t even convince myself

When I’m speaking

It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it’s not enough

To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings

You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel

I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts

A lie is worse

I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire

When there’s nothing left to save

It’s like chasing the very last train

When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it’s not enough

To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings

You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel

I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire

When there’s nothing left to say

It’s like chasing the very last train

When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings

You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel

I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts

And lies worse

I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before

Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It’s the last chance to feel again

have been work for the 3rd week already
and guess what my body finaly cannot take it anymore
ytd sat, wasn't feeling well bt still have to work
so after work went home, have lunch and took a nap
woke up after nap, body feel very uncomfortable
thought i was having xin li zuo yong, bt not
at night took temperature, FEVER!!!
diao sian sick again, took panadols and go to slp again
this morning wake up lucky everything went back to normal
and i could work again, phew if not troublesome
seems like today is my last day working at that branch
though some of the staff there not good, bt think will still miss some of them
cos i din have the time to tell them today will be my last day if my schedue changes is confirmed
no chance to say bye bye sad case >.<
today can say is my best day among all cos
at least the bonding between staffs are even closer
can chat liao haha
think when sch reopen will go there visit them again sun bian shop there loh
just now receive a call from my head that i wll be shifted again...sia ba i guess
need to take time to shi ying with the new environment and people there
will be noticefied again
will update more again :P

was using facebook to contact back my primary sch friends
get to knw how they have change and how well they are going
ytd was trying to contact more of them as well as my best teacher
i go ransack my drawer to dig out my primary sch diary
when i first find it, let me recall of my past primary sch bad memories
while i am looking through, i feel i am foolish at that period of primary sch
cos inside does contains that particular "enermy" which i hate her the most due to that incident
why should i still let her wrote in my diary, dirty it
i flip through the entire book, some of them face have change which i cant recognise
some of them still the same
i am very happy that i mange to contact my best teacher back
talk to her through face book
her children so cute very chubby

after that went to have lunch with mummy
really bad luck ,while having my meal, mum suddenly ask me dun turn my head back.
i thought what thing, end up still turn
guess what i saw, is her my "enermy", wth so suai
think i haven let go of the past incident ba
cos as usual i still hate her so much, same reaction
even if see her or in the same place with her, sure walk out there immediately
the feelings towards her is still there, cant be change
incident also cant be forgetable at all, i thought i could bt i cant
faster ask mum buy liao faster go home, leave that place
ytd i saw her, she was very faire than me, long hair
saw her mum as well, even more sian
haiz spoilt my mood

later going to work at evening
hope everything goes well
sale good ba >.<

blogging before going to work soon
manage to contact back some of my primary sch friends
they really look different, mostly cant recognise them through photos
though there are some unhappy things in the past
bt dunno why suddenly have to urge to contact them
through face book
sometimes meet some of them at my house bus stop
bt we din da zhao hu to each other
some how feel awkward ba, long time no see
dunno what to say
around 3 more weeks to sch reopen....
which means nightmare attachment is coming
have been playing pet society lately
having chat with some of the friends
so far so good ba

mon and wed are my off day once again
tired of working,
results are out, sch reopening soon
times fly

http://www.xiaoli.cc/video/detail/3358

have been watching this
quite nice :P

today off day
stay at home rest and rot
have been raining this few days
weather very cooling nice to slp
receive some songs from zhang yuan
songs updated wahaha

today work morning shift, tired ba
seems like a bit stressful
is like everyday is being monitor
feeling guai guai de
sales still consider ok ba
bt the crowd not good as before

aft that went home have lunch
nap for 1 1/2 hrs
then was waken by mum
go pray, heavy rain, accident and jam everyway
instead 1/2 hr reach destination, now took around 1 hrs
sat in the car look around
finally reach liao
went in to pray
stupid thing happen
that lady with the praying stick
drop on my last toes
burn my toes so painful
now qi pao liao
so pek chek

after that went grandparents house have dinner
miss their food long time no eat yummy
then home sweet home
right now blogging, watching tv

Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni (Sadly, It’s not you)
Lyrics

可惜不是你
It Is a Pity that It Is Not You
这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
This moment suddenly seems so familiar
像昨天 今天同时在放映
It is as if yesterday and today are screening each other
我这句语气 原来好像你
My tone is, after all, like yours
不就是我们爱过的证据
And that is the evidence of us having loved before
差一点 骗了自己骗了你
Almost deceived myself and deceived you
爱与被爱不一定成正比
Loving and being love is not always of the same amount
我知道被疼是一种运气
I know that love is a kind of luck
但我无法完全交出自己
But I am unable to give myself away completely
努力为你改变
Striving to change myself for you
却变不了 预留的伏线
But I cannot change the evidence that remains
以为在你身边 那也算永远
Thought that I would be by your side forever
彷佛还是昨天
And that everything would be the same as yesterday
可是昨天 已非常遥远
But yesterday has already become so remote
但闭上双眼 我还看得见
But when I close both my eyes, I can still see all that
可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end
曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but separated at that intersection
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who used to hold my hands
还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth
那一段 我们曾心贴著心
Back then, we kept our hearts together
我想我更有权力关心你
I think I have the right to care about you
可能你 已走进别人风景
Maybe you have already walked into the sceneary of another person
多希望 也有 星光的投影
How I hope that I, too, will have the projection of starlight
努力为你改变
Striving to change myself for you
却变不了 预留的伏线
But I cannot change the evidence that remains
以为在你身边 那也算永远
Thought that I would be by your side forever
彷佛还是昨天
And that everything would be the same as yesterday
可是昨天 已非常遥远
But yesterday has already become so remote
但闭上双眼 我还看得见
But when I close both my eyes, I can still see all that
可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end
曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but separated at that intersection
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who used to hold my hands
还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth
可惜不是你 陪我到最后
It is a pity it is not you who will accompany me until the end
曾一起走却走失那路口
We walked together but separated at that intersection
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who used to hold my hands
还能感受那温柔
I can still feel that warmth
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
Thanking you that it was you who used to hold my hands
还能温暖我胸口
And that you still keep me warm

back to blog
finally gt a job, actually start trying out on thursday
so far so good the sales is average there.
seems like i gt to sacrificy times going out with friends liao
cos cant manage to meet during weekdays
why cos weekdays i working evening shift and
weekends working morning shifts
so good monday and wednesday off...finally gt to rest...haha


ytd meet brian and candy for lunch
brian lost his way, not sure he drive until where mi lu le
was eating mac, anyway thanks for his treat
chit chat then around 4pm i need to leave for work
he drove me there.thanks a lot

ytd was the second try out working there
the feeling i dunno how to describe
although is alone there promoting the lady products
bt then i should say half of the people there are not as friendly
while the rest half does
i wont mention where i working
some sort of pressure and frightened working under them
hope as days goes everythings goes find


1 BIG AND SAD TIHNG WAS
everyone thought i am malaysian
dun mistaken i not saying malaysian not good(no offence)
bt this incident happen back again like last time
every new place i go, sure ask me whether i am a singaporean or not
sad case sia my heart, i am pure singaporean, does i look like other place country people
let me remind of in poly someone thought i am a Mayama...diao


next thing something happen
1 first of my work sales wasn't good at all
time to go off after work, already no mood liao
some of the anuties come and chat with me
so no choice gt to reply
i dunno she did it purposely or wat
she say it in a kinding way
cos there is a guy beside me(which he really have the face, look like kang cheng xi)
first time see him i was a bit shock too
so she say he also haven eat lunch
go eat with him, i was stunned, stunned look
think he saw it, lucky his reaction was fast enough
saying in a kinding way, no lah dun wan, dun anyhow say xia huai ren jia
somehow somewhat i din really how them yet due to first day
feel scary, haiz miss the days when working with my colleagues in the office
and those time working as mooncake promoter with candy and sp friends
that one really was a enjoy, although tired bt still very happy
making new friends with tangs people, other hotel people
really enjoying


today met that guy during working again
think he heard my conversation with a chinese old lady
i was talking to her in cantonese
after a while he come and talk to me
ask me whether i am singaporean a not
AGAIN ARHHH
on off chatting with him
keep asking me things
like where i stay
what time i will be working (weekdays and weekends)
just answer loh


during half way through the working
a customer as me product that is not under me
so no choice help to ask around
so ma lu, told the staff the wrong customer
that customer gt a shock
the correct customer MIA cant find her
after a while back agian
faster go find back the same staff for help
at the same time he was beside the staff talking,
no choice gt to cut in, customer come first
she was laughing, bt then dunno why she din attend to me
so i was looking for staff, just nice pass by him
then he say anything can ask him also
then ok loh pass the customer back to him


customers not looking my product de
keep approaching me
then help them loh, if know where the goods are just show them
no choice no staff around, gt to approach him ask him attend them
after a while he ask me wan go lunch with him
i say no cos mummy cook my lunch at home liao
chatting on off once again
at one moment, ask me very sian hor working here
ok ba i guess, ask me after work go home or wat no go out
sort of quesrtion, then he suddenly tell me jp today 5 30pm gt
dance competition, oh ic , was wondering why he sudden tell me this
is he in the competion or wat??confused

anyway people there was really weird i should say
until now 3rd day i still not use to them...
think that all for today ba
more things will update again..bye

刚从外面回来，看见一个老婆婆买了雪糕，然后坐在一边吃。样子吃得很开心。
我突然间在想，持续一段稳定的感情不简单，尤其是到结了结婚到老。
又看到满街都是情侣或已婚人士。
很佩服老一辈的人到底是如何做到的？
爱情，感情就好像这地球一样，每时每刻都在改变，变化。
每分每刻都不放过。
看到老婆婆开心的样子，此时此刻的我在想，她的另一半呢？
没空陪她，还是已经去了另外一个世界？
如果真是这样，她不觉得孤独孤单？
最近在听933广播，每逢星期二和四，晚上十二点半，
会讲些故事，不管是什么情都好，都很有感情，很有意思。
星期二的时关于爱情，听了心很酸。
同样的问题“爱情到底究竟是什么？”
故事里的剧情也同样问了这个问题。
每个人都有不同的答案，
但听了在那本书里诉说的答案让我心动了，流下了眼泪。
在英文电视剧里，
诉说的事一段美好的爱情从谈恋爱直道婚姻破裂那段时间发生了什么事。
同样的问题“爱情到底究竟是什么？”
有是另外一个答案。
为了对方牺牲自我，决定放弃，
而另一方为了她决定付出更多。
又如何从破裂的婚姻挽回，证明了爱情的所在。
想到这我的心很累
人生中太多的害怕担忧
没次看到情侣就会想到他，
有时候我都很讨厌自己，为何不能完全放手。
我只能说对过去的感情暂时说再见吧。

back to blog

that day interview wasnt smooth, fail that interview

back to jobless again

aunt bought a book which i find it interesting

why? cos it is abt jie meng, very funny

what i dream before make me feel like checking it

just nice watching few of the korean shows

like their songs, meaningful

recently having chat with one of my colleagues

seems like things aren't going smoothly

shared something abt my past with her

today was packing my stuff

saw the puzzle, diary, and stuff

din manage to slp well ytd night
once again thinking...

next week will be a bit busy ba
as some of the days are being occupied
hmm...

finally contact back with my long lost senior
through facebook, was surprise that he broke up with her gf
rmb the days they are very sweet and loving in sec sch
at least gt 4 years de relationship i guess from what i knw
after they have left the sch
think some of u knw who is he ba

song title: Eung Geup Shil
Vocal by: Izi
Translated in english

I feel so regret right now

on the day we argued

I left you because of my useless pride

I still don’t have the courage to hold you, I see you leaving me behind

I thought I’m going to see you now

I hope you’ll come for me

But after so long

there’s still no words from you

You treat me so well

but I don’t appreciate it

but now I understand

you’re suffering because of my stubbornness

Idiot, that’s not true

you still can’t understand me?

Your love only belongs to me

Please don’t leave me

You’re always by my side

but I never appreciate it

can you forgive

an idiot like me?

Idiot, that’s not true

you still can’t understand me?

Your love only belongs to me

Please don’t leave me

I only love you

please don’t leave me

please don’t push me aside please hug me closely

Return back to me so I can love you again

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just came back from jasmine chalet

was having fun and enjoying myself over that

bought a bag for jasmine birthday present

and lucky she like it cos very hesitate very long then buy de

at there learn to play mah jiong

basic techniques was very fun

keep playing non stop

frist time torn in the night till 3+ am

end up cant tahan and sleep liao

will upload the pic soon

jasmine together with the birthfday cake

the chalet dam big i like it very spaceful

have fun enjoying :P

spending my time tonight specially just changing my codes for my blog...
mood swing i guess...
new smemster is coming although still gt 1 1/2 months before it starts...
hope everything goes fine from today onwards.....
hope luck will push me through for the rest of my life.....

things to update:
friday night went to giv joanna a surprise for her birthday
photos taken more to come in joanna camera
ytd went far east with candy
aim to look for shoes
bt then in the end
cant find and went home empty handed
end up half way through the jouney
decided to drop off at vivo city
visit Brian end up taking so long
end up he was to busy only manage to talk a while
and we go off
as for today nothing much
packing my stuff
was surprise to get msg from Brian
end up having small chat through msging.
hope life will be move on more smoothly ba

times fly.....went to his blog and read

miss his puppies...saw those pick so sweet and cute

stole one of his dogs pic >.<